Last night's Livecast really hit home....

Hey guys,

I haven't been engaging in DG in over a year... the usual BS of life, excuses and fear has kept me away. Last nights livecast really hit home when you shared that about your why must be great enough to make you cry, I have to say... the tears poured down my face.

I always get emotional when I make this connection with this site and I struggle with my fear everytime. I believe that I have convinced myself that doing what I love (real estate) isn't going to work for me. I struggle with wanting this so bad but feel like I just need to be taken by the hand (support)at first then I will be able to fly.

2013 was a very hard yr for myself, husband and family. I had to take care of my 90 yr old grandmother for 7 months of the yr, who now lives in Florida w my dad. Then my husband lost his job, unemployment denied him and so he had no choice to set out right away a get another job, which took some time. I'm a stay home mom of a 4 yr old and I have contributed with my online businesses. I have always wanted to retire my husband so we could do RE investing together, but so far have not been able to. Sometimes I feel like life's let downs has made him bitter to the possibilities plus that I have struggled with my own insecurites along the way.

I wished so hard during the livecast that I would win the tickets to THE EDGE, but I didn't. I am truly happy for Daria Carter, she is one lucky gal! Money is so tight right now, that I couldn't possibly make it there myself live or via internet but I am still hopeful. The crazy thing is that almost every time I listen or watch anything that Dean puts out I usually wind up in tears... :/ What he speaks about resignates so strongly with me ... I just need to lift this block that stops me from being who I want to be.

I know that I can do this, I just feel I do better with a blueprint. If anyone can offer any words of advise, I am all ears!

Thanks Over Achievers! Thank you Dean, Gena, Andrea & Matt!

~Michelle