Feeling down over the holiday.

Okay so I know that this holiday season is about loving the people in your life and being thankful for all of your blessings, but I just can't seem to shake the negativity. I live in Mississippi and I am visiting my family in Northampton, MA. I have never had a good relationship with my step dad, mostly because of his abusivness to my mom and me. I try my absolute hardest to stay focused and positive about every situation that I find myself in, but sometimes it's just too hard when he tells me that I don't deserve anything for Christmas in one of his usual angry rages. I guess during times like these my only choice is to just keep my head up and know that God will always have my back through thick and thin. I've learned from dean to never give up on myself because there in no telling what my future holds. I wish everyone reading this a merry Christmas and happy holidays.

Stop Revisiting the Past

Let time heal all wounds and continue to enjoy the present. Leave the past in the past. Make a life for yourself, because no one will do it for you. Being gloomy and sad will only make you depress. Find something to absorb you time, something you feel passionate about and do it. Let GO and Let God.

Sandra