Moving right along

Ok, I am starting to see that the "naysayer" stuff I keep whinning about "is in fact" a typically big problem. (gotta pay attention here! I now see it is mentioned by all of you, and a lot in Dean's videos and commercials) The trickiest part I think, is when it comes from "Proffesionals" in the industry and your "loved ones". Yea, of course they don't want to see you get hurt, ok, but geez, sometimes they can almost make the "love" sound like - "here he goes again the id...!!" Probably just my "head" and most probably, justly deserved. (I have fallen for some pretty stupid stuff so..)I even started doing some things that are the "fringe bebefits/habits" of getting to success like dressing the part, lifestyle habits etc., with those "other" programs/things. However, none have ever seemed as natural flowing as Dean's program here. I found out about a 5-deal, refund-your-tuition, kinda sorta by default- I am "finding" myself working the kind of work-scheduel I have always wanted(even though I am all of a sudden,really,really busy,active and don't have much down time at all!)- a good thing for me, I think, as I suffer from "clinical depression". My self-esteem, self-confidence, ability to socialize, (before this, I don't know how I got along. I was afraid to even answer the phone! and had to REALLY force myself to pick it up) Now- I jump at each opportunity, no matter who I think it would be or what situation I think I would have to face-(customer complaint,which I rarely get anyway, if ever! Or more work, which you think I would look forward to!? whatever! didn't matter, I hated to answer the phone!)) All the above personal improvements that are happening to me are a result of being involved with this program. I's no wonder I had poor self-image, dealing with life like that-(the way I handled the phone thing). No more! Now I am jumping at each chance to see who's calling-"dealing with it" (starting to like that term "deal"!) I actuall enjoy meeting new people now, too.("Loner", "sticks to himself", "hard to get to know"- these were traits I actually took pride in!)
Today, I have a Realtor that I am working with that is also an "investor", who actually has become my "mentor" and is the most bubbly,out-going,high-energetic,optomistc person I think I have ever met. A little spooky to me, I guess because I am the exact opposite. Did I post this yet? Anyway, yes, I now have a feature that the book tells me to aquire asap. That in itself is a great feeling! And how did I meet her? Well, completely by chance, through surfing the internet, and an indirect connection to a Foreclosure website. ( If you want that info, PM me and I'll let you know the name of the site and how that worked ).
I have also joined TWO social networking sites ( something that was as unattractive to me as the "electric chair" - yea, no kidding!)and I have met many, many new people, positioned myself not only in the "social community", but more beneficially, in the "business community". A huge leap and bound in the way I think, act and feel about myself. A paradigm shift that "is the bending of 2012" I don't remember the friend who replied with that statement was, but thanks! That's the encouragement I get here that IS my GAURANTEE to success. That, I think is the "feature" that someone wrote, may or may not have been intentional on Dean's part. The phenomenal effectiveness of this forum. A refund? what, WHY!? ....Can't wait for that however , as I have big plans for that $$$. Not only that, when that happens, it would mean that I have reached a goal. A huge goal that not only meant that I completed something (5-deals thing) but that I COMPLETED something!