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Hi DG family,
I have decided (because of another DG'er) to start my blog!! OMG! I've been trying to get going since last summer. I've tried partnering with my brother, (OMG) didn't workout. Experience, moving on!! Thought I had a good realtor, but not so much. FEAR!!! made some phone calls, people aren't as nice as everyone thinks in the south! Called bandit signs, you would of thought I was pulling there teeth out? I have business cards, made flyers, have a cash buyers address list, what a pain, don't know anyone here yet, went to my second REI meeting, the first one, people weren't nice at all (won't go back). Second (different) people much nicer, but I got really nervous, wasn't properly prepared, did give out 2 cards. Financially, things can't get much worse, I feel good, yet unsuccessful? My phone is shut off, but I have a roof over our heads (for NOW!!). I feel information overload!! NOT sure my next move, very OVERWHELMED!!!! I feel like I'm going in circles. My mother is living with us, and even though I ask her to keep my business my business, but no! I WAS the successful one of 6 up to 15 years ago, life? Anyways, Need my DG family's support!!!
Thanks,
Toni