A lot of Dean's talking points deal with "villains" and "enemies" that keep holding one back from progressing, from experiencing a break-thru on the path to success.
Taking another stab it self-examining again, I identified one of my own "villains." It occurs whenever I endeavor to familiarize myself with the contents, layout and structure of the various contracts associated with this business.
I haven't figured out why it happens yet, but my eyes just glaze over whenever I start to look at a contract and try to absorb it, to become intimately familiar with its verbage, content and scope. It all just jumbles up together and nothing is coherent. I see it without actually Seeing it.