So I got a little off track, a little more scared and confused, for a while and have not been actively working toward the bigger and better life that I KNOW I want and deserve but I'm BACK! Set my homepage back to this site so that everytime I get on the computer its IN MY FACE! Dean's face reminds me of what originally inspired me and I need that kind of reminder when I am doing so horribly bad right now (no job, unemployment ran out months ago, 4 kids-one in college, trying to provide for them and keep my head above water- feel like I'm going under). Everybody is so motivated and inspired on this site, just reading what is posted helps me be able to hope for better days again.